Hesitation

My inevitable, impeccable curse.

I lie, I wait

I stop, I hesitate

I am, I breathe

I meant, I think of me

Is it any wonder I can't sleep?

All I have is all you gave to me

Is it any wonder I found peace through you?

Turn to the gates of heaven, to myself be damned

Turn away from light

It's not enough, just a touch

It's not enough

I taste, I love

I come, I bleed enough

I hate, I am not

I was, I want too much

Smashing Pumpkins - Eye